Why is it that everything I do is wrong. I try to make everyone happy and all I seem to do is cause pain. I hate myself for it. I am the one to blame. If only I was better. If only I could have been there more. If only I could have said the right words. If only I didn’t say the wrong ones. What is wrong with me. I caused so much hurt and pain. They are right… The road to hell really is paved with good intentions. I try to protect people from the hurt and they only seem to end up in more pain. I have so many regrets in my life. So young with so many regrets. I’m so so sorry. I know sorry is enough for me hurting you. But I am so sorry. I don’t know what else I can say except I am sorry, its all my fault, I hope you will forgive me and I was only trying to protect you, from it because it was in the past but. I should have known the past would creep back up. But I was wrong like always, I’m always wrong. Always.